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Hey You

Hey you yes you! You know who you are. This time it is hard, probably the most challenging we would ever face! Your state of mind, is not the best, probably not even the one I first fell for but i am still here. You don't believe me, probably don't event trust me. But if it is any consolation, I am angry at myself even as far as hating myself for the part I have played to who you are today. But I said I will try despite not being fully received, I will keep trying. I or We have been through so many paths in our lives they are almost miror images of what we faced, strange right! Maybe yours were more intense than mine, since mines didn't stay around as long as yours did, But i am truly saddened either ways to be apart of that cause. I write though to express that i do pray that we can make us work this time! I write to express that you give me or give us another chance to repair what we may have broken together I write to express that i will be patient for as lon...
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Another

Wow it's been a while since I wrote one of these And it seems when my mind is unsettling is when the words flow! Maybe it's my therapy? My way of bringing balance back to my mind? Maybe i am the Picassso of poetry? Either ways these writing moments do help to express the things that no one else can truly understand, Besides those who knows be best but are not as close as i need them to be. So here i go!
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Untitled III

You came when I have given up. You came when I didn't care and truly tired of trying. You came when I was scared and protective! You came when I accepted it wasn't for me. Maybe I am a fool or weak or truly have a big heart. But know in you I see and feel goodness, kindness, love and caring. So believe me when I say, you have given hope again.
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I do want to be with you, but honestly I am afraid of doing the same thing all over again and being heartbroken!
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Untitled II

Today is another day, Another blessed one. I am here doing my thing, With thoughts of you in my head. I am fighting them off, As soon as they come forth. So I write this for you today, Just so today you know before it's gone. Your lips I want to kiss, your arms I want to feel. No, I have not fallen, but your presence and your company is truly missed!
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Untitled I

You are fun to be around. You make me laugh. My world feels so different, I am happy I took the chance. I know we are not serious and I do understand But I know for this moment, I want to keep this at hand.
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Stop Thinking...

Bitten by the bug today, my mind overflowing with thoughts. How and why  have I become this way, sometimes I myself don't understand why there are so many knots. I have met this new person at a time when I began to shut down, totally out of the blue. I was closing off and just be separate from everything because of all I have been through. It feels so surreal, déjà vu, out of this world with no words. But at the same time it feels strange, comforting and yet scary, as to where this is going to lead. I need to stop thinking!
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