Will You Ever

Let's not go there
But my mind does wonder
Your not ready yet
But will you ever be ready for another
I'm not just another been around for a while
But do you see me other than the one who will be there no matter the time
I loved you I hated you and loved you again
My feelings were certain time and time again
But I wonder this time will yours be certain
Or will it still be a roller-coaster again
Or will you finally see what has been in front of you
And make certain you won't let go again.

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